hey.

ok, as u didnt noe, cz i didnt tell u. (i tink) today was my O'level Tamil Oral Exam.. wa lau.. i was so dam scared la.. more scared den my O'level paper.. cz u noe, i suck at speaking tamil.. seriously.. ok, basically, before the whole thing, IK was saying the passage is gona b abt community service la, environment la, confidence la.. but NO. none of tt.. it was my expectations.. Tamil movie songs.. come on la.. i listen to them everyday of my life.. so ya. at first i was dam scared.. ltr i read the passage.. i stammered at a few places.. i duno but i cld feel a burning sensation on my neck. it felt dam hot, temperature wise. scary leh, 2 teacher, male n female lookin at u... den strtd the converstion. the question was,
"the good n bad side of tamil movie songs"
its like WTF. i strtd wif a dam old song, n the examiner asked u listen to this song too, a song i listen wen i was a child. (black n white song) tts my first hit.. isit good if the examiner fire questions at u. i didnt get a chance to complete my point. i gt abt 5-6 questions inbetween my speech la.. isit good? bt i belive i got a good score, cz they had a BIG i mean BIG smile on their faces.
if i only i can get my A1. =)
next thing to clear, Listening Compre.. i hope i can get atleast 18. its on monday.. at 4.15pm.
Finally, all these years, the day im waiting for.. tmr, Friday the 13. R.O.D.!!! Relif of Duty. yea yea yea!!
i get to runaway from NPCC. no more, stupid sec3s... no more fucking CIs.. EEHHAAAA!
nowdays im getting forgetful.. wads happening to me? DPA is here.. i duno wad course to choose.. i wan to b a pilot, bt thr is a big big big obstacle for me to cross.. (my weight la) but im also interestedd in the media side, u noe, digital animation, cameras n stuff... bt wd cn i do in the future wif tt? i duno... im too hack care.. so nw my life is being hacked cared
but im not good at my subjects... can i truely really make it to a good aerospace course, graduate den go university den go air force or army den go to SI, n become the dream pilot i always wanted to be...

why mus i be like tis.. why cant b like othr ppl.. y cant i just study.. its time to be serious... my bag is in a mess.. my files in a mess.. my cupboard is in a mess... my werk is not done... im nt studying... im lazing all day long... why why why why why? its a question i have to ask myself and yet i cant answer them neither can i do something abt them... wd do i neeed?

quote from a music band 'MUSE' Time is Running Out < good song.

ok, wif tis video, byebye to all.. =)